There has been a lot of concern upon my mental health in the past few weeks, but a lot of it is gone, and I am, dare I say, better. I haven’t been depressed or have had suicidal thoughts in the past few days and I am expecting this to continue. I am not the same old Josh, I am a stronger, better Josh. This time, I will be indestructible.

There is a lot of difficulties with love in my life, and I am not so desperate for a girlfriend anymore. I have totally given up on that. It’s now time to concentrate on me, and what I have to do, such as: finding a job, preparing for college, thinking about moving out of my parents’ home, trying to publish my poetry, and understanding my own thoughts . I’m in more of a “go with the flow” style of life right now. I am quite relaxed. Being able to drive helps… a lot. I can get out of the house whenever I want, and it’s a lot more liberating.

Now it’s nothing more than up and above, the new Josh is here, love him or hate him.