Love Game

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The blood’s on the floor, so just admit,

I was your toy and all I did was submit,

The torment you bring is like a disease,

My skin turns numb and my blood begins to freeze,

This lowly pawn has been betrayed,

A second chance you have slayed,

The moon no longer has a sun,

A cold, dark shell, I am done,

Deliver me into my casket,

The failure I’ll never forget,

I rip myself apart before your eyes,

You never put me back I realize,

I shed a frozen tear as I fall below the ice,

You let me on, and then put my heart in a vice,

You left me to squirm in sorrow,

Now, no more time you can borrow,

I came back in the vile hope of change,

I promised my life, my plans to rearrange,

That promise you broke when you left,

And now you’re convicted of theft,

I tried so hard to make it right,

But all was lost when you refused to fight,

So leave me burning in eternal shame,

No more trying, I quit the love game.

After thinking until about three in the morning last night, I have finally figured out who I am. Now, I can sit here and list personality traits, likes, dislikes, and all that, but that’s not what I’m after. I am after my true inner self. In my opinion, the true inner self is what someone stands for. I stand for my own self benefit. The most import person in my life is me, because that’s who I can rely on. No one else is going to save me from my biggest enemy. Myself. I also am the most important person because I want to be the best that I can be, at everything.

Another thing that I stand for is my moral code. My moral code is 8 simple rules that I try to follow every day.

1. I am the most important person in my life.

2. Everything that I do should benefit me in some way

3. Always allow people in my life.

4. Always care for everyone

5. The code of respect / the golden rule: Treat others that way I want to be treated, and vice versa.

6.  Omerta: Never criminalize people, don’t be a stool pigeon

7. Live for the mind, not the body

8. dedicate myself to making myself better.