Love doesn’t know me anymore,

Can’t you see I’m sore?

Can you see me through the glass?

Or will you bow your head and quickly pass?

I don’t know what to do,

Can you say it’s true?

The fact that you see me,

In a way that I never wanted it to be,

And now I’m stuck here,

A prisoner of the fear,

Summer doesn’t know me anymore,

Leaving winter, freezing to the core,

Leave me in a pool of my own blood,

And leave me to wait for the cleansing flood,

But I can’t stand living in this shell,

Set in stone, my personal hell,

The picture frame tomb stone,

Marked my name, dying alone,

And if that is my fate,

Then here I will wait,

As I watch the flames burn high,

In my city, the ashes fly,

And all I can do is watch in horror,

As my city is flattened in the final hour,

What Have I Become?

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Walking around as a question,

Wearing my heart on my sleeve,

Waiting for an answer,

The light is there but I can’t see,

I just waste away,

Waiting in this darkened place,

Wishing someone would stay,

But I only see another darkened face,

Forever bounded by rope,

Chasing the dragon’s tail,

Holding onto nonexistent hope,

Until my eyes turn pale,

The demons calling me closer,

The noose awaits me swinging,

But I’m pulled straight back,

By the Sirens’ sweet singing,

Living only through my scars,

My reflection through broken glass,

Walking the Earth like a ghost,

People look down and pass,

A broken sense of self,

I would die for anyone,

Even if they leave me on the shelf,

What have I become?

I have a few really good lines, but I am too lazy to write a full poem at the moment, so I am going to write a mini- poem for your viewing pleasure…

I’ll do what I know is right,

And if I should die tonight,

That would be just alright,

But I will continue to fight.

Hope you enjoyed!

The Voice

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I hear a voice inside my head,

Who is with me until the end,

He has no name or face,

Just the voice I cannot chase,

He tells me things in my mind,

Things easy to learn but hard to find,

The tells me that people are bad,

And he tells me they make him sad,

To keep them safe, they have their rules,

The voice says that they are fools,

They have their religions to blame the hate,

But when rules get broken, they question their fate,

The voice tells me to do bad things,

He tells me to bring down their kings,

I don’t need a god, I don’t need to be saved,

The voice shows me how I should have behaved,

The voice knows how to ruin their hope,

With the sickness, the voice helps me cope,

The voice is all I need, he sets me free,

The voice says be who you want to be,

The voice knows the truth,

And even in my youth,

The voice makes me smart,

I have been from the start,

The voice is filled with rage,

He’s a lion in a cage,

The voice tells me to make them go away,

And let them into the ground decay,

The voice tells me things I want to hear,

With his silent whisper in my ear,

The voice inside wants to come out,

All he does is scream and shout,

I’m letting the voice out today,

It is now time for him to play.

The birth of It

Shoot me once, I hit the floor,

Shoot me twice, gone forevermore,

I walked through fire for you,

I can no longer tell what is true,

My soul is burning,

I can’t stop yearning,

For the one that took my heart,

Right from the start,

And now I’m falling,

For you I’m calling,

This void I cannot escape,

Is a prison of my own fate,

My world is being ripped apart,

I cannot stop the destruction of my rampart,

Please try to piece together my mind,

Be afraid of what you might find,

The twisted monster that lives inside,

The one who will no longer hide,

The monster is your birth,

And I will release IT upon the earth.

Poor Bleeding Me

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Poor bleeding me,

Bleeding with no sense of apathy,

Poor bleeding me,

Bleeding there’s no one to rescue me,

The day is dark, The night is clear,

Nothing to love, everything to fear,

Darkness falling over,

It just got colder,

Living only through my scars,

I can never see where you are,

Forever doomed to forever fight,

Put me in my grave tonight,

Pooe bleeding me,

Bleeding with no sense of apathy,

Poor bleeding me,

Bleeding, there’s no one to rescue me,

Existence is just a lie,

Not made to live, just made to die,

My eyes close shut as my veins turn cold,

I failed searching for seas of gold,

Your memory keeps me alive,

But to the grave, I slowly drive,

Poor bleeding me,

Bleeding with no sense of apathy,

Poor bleeding me,

Bleeding there’s no one to rescue me,

The day is done, the night has come,

I don’t know what I’m running from,

Poor bleeding me is bleeding out,

Apathy and friends without,

I’ve fought the fight; I’ve lost the fight,

I rest my head in my grave tonight,

Poor bleeding me,

Bleeding with no sense of apathy,

Poor bleeding me,

Bleeding there’s no one to rescue me,

Poor bleeding me,

Bleeding me!

My Apocalypse

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Do you feel what I feel?

The eternal pain you deal,

I tried so hard to make it right,

But you refused to fight,

And you tried to hard to bury me,

But every time I break free,

Rip my body, scar my soul,

Fill my mouth with a burning coal,

You no longer care,

You were unfair,

I fell so hard for you,

Forsake me for something untrue,

The dethroned queen still boasts,

Forever haunted from my past ghosts,

Sew up my eyes the truth to hide

Open them back up, a heart to divide,

I crawl back on my knees,

Only to be afflicted by your disease,

I begged you to come back and make my heart whole,

But you forsake me and left me with no console,

Faded to ashes by love’s eclipse,

Welcome to my apocalypse.

Love Game

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The blood’s on the floor, so just admit,

I was your toy and all I did was submit,

The torment you bring is like a disease,

My skin turns numb and my blood begins to freeze,

This lowly pawn has been betrayed,

A second chance you have slayed,

The moon no longer has a sun,

A cold, dark shell, I am done,

Deliver me into my casket,

The failure I’ll never forget,

I rip myself apart before your eyes,

You never put me back I realize,

I shed a frozen tear as I fall below the ice,

You let me on, and then put my heart in a vice,

You left me to squirm in sorrow,

Now, no more time you can borrow,

I came back in the vile hope of change,

I promised my life, my plans to rearrange,

That promise you broke when you left,

And now you’re convicted of theft,

I tried so hard to make it right,

But all was lost when you refused to fight,

So leave me burning in eternal shame,

No more trying, I quit the love game.

Vengeance

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We shall seize this darkened day,

Because vengeance is your dues,

And you have hell to pay,

So get ready to fight and lose,

Just sign the death contract,

And get ready to die,

Now feel the bullet’s full impact,

And let your soul fly,

Take a good look around,

Because this is the last thing you’ll see,

And you will die in vain without a sound,

And remember what you did to me,

The smoke is cleared and my vengeance is won,

Now, because my enemy is gone, my life is done.

The Destruction of My World

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The dam that’s bound for the breaking,

The city that’s bound for the flood,

My world is bound for unmaking,

I drop to my knees in grief,

My world is set for destruction,

I am silent in my disbelief,

The tragic antagonist laughs,

When my world falls to pieces,

I feel the demonic wrath,

I fall deaf, mute, and blind,

No help that I can call for,

No grace that I can find,

My heart is shattered on the ground,

I pick up the pieces with my broken hands,

No happiness there to be found,

Only pain exists in this place,

Desperate for death I become,

Tears of blood stream down my face,

I now know what I must do,

Rip my soul into shreds,

It’s tragic and simple but true,

I cry my last tears of pain,

The rope around my neck,

Thunder rumbles as it starts to rain,

My world slips from my feet,

As the man in the black hood comes,

My savior I finally meet.